Friday, May 28, 2010

truthfully....

Well, I need to get something off my conscience........ the reason, aside form the fact I've been creatively stumped, that I haven't had any new creations to share with you is because I've been feeling guilty.
Guilty you ask?!
Um, yeah.
I <3 playing with polymer clay. I love it's versatility. Thing is, I feel guilty it's not something a wee bit more earth friendly or recycled. I'm one of those recycle, reuse people. I'm not fanatical but I am enthusiastic and I've been feeling bad that I don't get my kicks out of creating (more) with those kind of things. It's been a crisis of conscience for me and maybe that has also had something to do with the creative slump.
I do create as I feel with what I feel so I know it has to be this way for me. I have to be honest with myself about my process and my product. That being said, I'm almost in the swing of things again and I can't wait to see what comes out of it all.
As always....
peace, blessings and furry kisses
xo
I

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

yet another...

I joined tumblr last night. I know, I know, just what I needed to do when I haven't gotten my creative mojo back yet and have been overwhelmed with the amount of blogs I have all ready. I guess it just seemed like a new experience and will try it on for size. I'm http://msnovembertuesday.tumblr.com if you're interested and, no it doesn't mean I'll be abandoning you here.
Time to go get some house stuff done.
peace, blessings and furry kisses!
xo
I

Friday, May 14, 2010

hello, hello

I dropped in here earlier today but google was having difficulties so I couldn't say hello or get to my emails. Oh well, it is running now so hello, hello, here I am!
Will I post that blog entry I mentioned? I'm leaning towards nope. It's just not worth the drama or the energy. Am I going to get back up on the creating saddle....yep. Will I share it with you....yep! Will it be soon....yep. Do I enjoy creating and sharing my randomness here with y'all more than the funk I've been in....most definitely yes. Will I be changing my id from MsNovemberTuesday to well the other one I've been trying on in my head....nope, I think I've worked too hard on bringing that id into existence and embracing it into my life even if the original inspiration for it has wained slightly in my affections I still identify with it and it still feels right to me. Thanks for hanging out while I did the self doubt journey!
For now I wish you a happy weekend (to those celebrating, lol) and as always...
peace, blessings & furry kisses
xo
I

Saturday, May 8, 2010

me...again

I was here Friday, wrote a blog but didn't post it. I still might. I just need to figure out if I've said all I needed to in it, or if .... well it's a toss-up for me. You'll see when (and I probably will) I post it. Short version of it is I'm waaaaayyyy too old for dealing with shit like it and I'm much too young to be feeling the way I do.
So enough about me.... how've you been?
Today was the first time me son stayed at home alone! Ok he had my big dog and the rest of the zoo but no adult supervision. Both neighbours were home so I knew if anything happened somebody was close and my parents aren't far away either but....!! He just didn't want to go out to run the few errands and asked to stay home for the 30 min it would take. I know I've got an alarm and I know I was babysitting at his age but people this is my baby!!!! You know what comes next don't you?! Dating, driving and leaving home for university!!!!! Ok he's almost 12 I've got a year or two yet, lol. It's just that it wasn't all that long ago it was me asking to stay home....am I really old enough to have a tween?!
Well, all right then, I'm roaming on to attempt to sneak in another book before bedtime.
peace, blessings and furry kisses
xo
I